Hush child

I know of a place of fantasy 

where the moon and stars all dance

and everyone is happy

I knew of a place of fantsasy 

but now it rains no more

beyond repair, it's corrupted

by blood malice and gore

I'm afraid of myself

I can feel you staring at me trying to figure me out.

good luck

i'm still trying

if you find anything out feel free to leave me a message 

I can't help but think of how many relationships I've ruined beacuse I know deep deep deep deep

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down inside I should just be alone

alone to suffer with my thoughts 

alone to cry 

alone to feel

Previously The outcast from heaven

its been a while  since i last sat down to type away my hormonal rants 

i miss it

staring at the white screen watching my words fill up the page then deleting them 

over 

and 

over

until i finally could bear to share a piece of my mind with 60 something people who I couldn't stand to talk to in person.

screw them

who cares if my work sucks 

I like it

my stuffed animal seems to like it

so here's to me

and maybe you

raise your glass of tears and let your words put a black mark on your screen

don't hold back 

let your inner demons free 

show the world how dark and twisted you really are